network coverage due to virus.cant update any blog or status or fb as well.

but yeah.alhamdulillah..

=)

rasa lege cuz sume da settel.prsentation pun alhamdulillah.

.syukur ya ALLAH... 

and 

have focus for exam!

ok.my new fiancee!!! wah!! haha

love u more than words!!

 

 Dear diary,

I'm really in the hell of boredom.

I miss SHAH JAZLEY...

haha...

nonsense!

emotioal in balance due to bengkek...

ok.statement for today.emotional imbalance due to bengang..kau ni tak habis2 bengang kan,nyah? ok..di sini.saya sangat sangat dan tersangat mengalu alu kan kepada sesiapa yang sgt bosan untuk baca post ni. so BLA! thank you for that.oh gosh.what the hush word u have,babe! like i care,do! whatever. 

so dear diary,

I just have u utk melepaskan ape yg tersimpan nih..ALLAH tetap ade utk i...i wont forget that. :).. so now i having code red..so emotion tu bertambah tambah lagi x balance.sangat x..ape yg i want to express today are..

First,im having terrible backache. I cant stand it,really pain. 

second,about the exam..herm..tadi my mind block for a sec.ok.like heck.

third,im having low self esteem...give up.sume complete ade.

just lil conflict n misuderstanding..

but yet..

already solved.

thank you.

: )

u re the best person I ever had in my life.

thank you.

I hope he will aware of u punye warning tuh.

i hope so syg..

i hope that person wont disturb our life.

no more.

I just wanna let u know...

that 

I LOVE U

I fall in love with u!

and this is the reason y i cant see his face,shah jazle cuz sumpah mcm muke u...ok..i really terigt u bile i tgk muke shah jazle...i fall in love...........

(: lovely date :)

dear diary...

alhamdulillah..dapat jumpa mereka..terima kasih umi,ayah..ure the best mom and dad in this universe...terima kasih ayah..akak tau smlm ayah ade function.balik lambat.sanggup lg dtg kl hari ni.terime kaseh jgk utk beriyani tadi.terime kaseh,ayah..I cant express how much I love u..

dan umi...terima kasih udang dan sambal ikan bilis tuh...sangat terbaik.

 even da sarat.umi tetap masakkan utk akak..terima kasih..bersyukur sangat dapat umi.akak x tau cane akak hidup tanpe umi..umi adalah segalan2nye bagi akak..akak rela hilang semue..dari akak hilang umi..tak kesah la orang nak cakap akak anak emak ke..anak manje ke..ape ke.akak x kesah..

dan akak x kesah kalau ade orang yg jeles sangat tgk umi pregnant.kalau boleh,da lame akak maki.tapi umi x ajar mcm tue.umi suruh akak banyak saba..umi cakap,bia la akak..mulut orang.janji kita tau jage diri sudah..die nak tutp kelemahan die,die cakap  pasal keluarga kte..biar ye akak.

ye umi..akak akn igt pesan2 umi..umi selalu dgn akak..jatuh bgn akak..umi tau luar dalam isi hati anak umi nih.maaf sebab akak x bukan mcm org lain.akak xde rezeki nak fly mcm anak org lain.akak bukan la pandai sgt nak amek law ke docter ke.maaf akak x mampu.tapi umi tetap bangga dengan akak.umi cakap kerja akak mulia.umi kate umi bangge,akak.biarla orang x mengaku yg akk ni blaja nurse ke.ape ke.umi dgn ayah x kesah kan? umi cakap rezeki ade kat mane2,akak..janji belaja..

Terima kasih,umi ayah...

anda sangat terbaik untuk kami.

my hearbeat... :)

 perlu ke tunjuk body tuh?? poyo!!!haha.....

 azhad si debab! anda kene sunat ye??? haha.....hari2 tanye baby umi ok ke..hari2 pegang perut umi..hehe..akak rindu sangat kat awk,gemok..nanti jgn nanges ye sunat..tahan tau! haha..padan muke!!!

 with my love....perut umi sudah besar!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 

afaf azizan

..good luck ye..akak tau apap boleh buat lebih baik dari akak...nak jadi dentist kn? make umi and ayah proud ye..akak x pandai mcm awk,faf..keep up ur good work..akak sentiasa doakn kejayaan awk..

rase sebak sangat bile awak pelok akak tadi..jgn risau..akak da lame maafkn awk.u are my superb sis,syg!akak da xde adik perempuan lagi.awk yg terhebat..hehe..gado2 perkare biase syg..akak sayang awk...sayang sgt..maybe awk x nampak..takut awk geli je..haha...wat elok2 tau!

dan awak,afif azizan...

muke bajet..haha...eh awk memang hensem..ok..sye terpakse admit! haha..be a gud person,syg...jgn nak SIX PACK je...mind kene ade.ok..bdn awak macho la jgk kn..jgn nak g gym je..belaja! next year awk lak..nak bagi anak pak cik agus makan ape?? haha..kecik2 da pandai kot..kn ,bie?? haha..sumpah geli..poyo la awk,gemok..rindu muke awk yg sgt annoyed yg mcm nak kene sepak tuh..hidung awk yg terlalu mancung..haha..ok3..nanti akak kirimsalam abg ipar ye...sengal!...


sayang mereka....
ayah,umi,afaf,afif,azhad,baby boy!.....


dan


awak,iz....

dear diary,

current mood : ..........

dulu...football...waiting untill damn 5 am...

now..game......ok...

bende tu semua lagi penting...

xpela..

i dunt mind..it just that..i hate waiting for unreasonable purpose..

ok..that is what i feel..

saya xde hak nak halang..

xpela....

='(''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''''

maaf susahkan..........

I just wanna let it go!!!!!!!

dear diary,

this few days..i have imbalance emotion.many things to think about,many things to settle down..untill I dunt have plenty of time for my self.hell.assignmnt make me apnea.dyspnea.all sort of things.crying for everyday. im not strong.give up? almost of the time.plus.my emotion is like F.i dunt knoe y..PMS? maybe..herm..sigh.sigh..sigh..not much time to think bout others.cuz currently in my mind,assignment,exam,practical..........

selamat hari raya aidiladha.bukan di kl.di putrajaya.takbir raya.ok.sudah meleleh.touching.umi di t.intan.hati memberontak gler nak balik.x berdaya.makan.makan.makan.aktiviti hari ini.let me go home..

erm..

at least one message to say that u alright..

erm.

am i tooo worried?? 

erm..

i just dont want anything happend to u..ok..im waiting for the reply..wait and wait..

sori la if  u dunt like 

or 

unease the way i act..

sory cuz too emotional..

ok..

sangat terase..

:'('''

if bende lain lagi important..

xpe la ye..

saye x kesah...

current mood ryte now..

: (

Gynaecology

 monday..woke up..and xde plan nak pakai baju ape..sarung saje.dg x beriron..ok.ngantok! ari ni monday.the beginning of the day setelah one week lebih bermalasan!! oh..

dan semalam..at last i done my assignmnt..in just one day..haha.

: )

so today,the whole day i have obstetrics and gynaecology class..ok laa...

 agak tersengguk2 pade beginning..dan bila masuk fertelization..suddenly woke up..rase segar..haha

 x la..kidding... erm..i think for the sc stream student..it just a revision for us to recap back..

ok..ini hanya permulaan..just now when the tutor read out the sub topic..oh..sangat banyak..terlampau..leh habes ke?? ..just 3 weeks kot lagi... so we have to know the whole thing bout pregnancy.. ok..rase nak pulak...haha...gosh..what the hell im talking about..but yeah..evryone will experience it.. i mean for women..erm..

subhanallah...ciptaan ALLAH....sungguh indah..

: )

ok..need to revise..

: )

BENGANG

KELUA??

OK...

12.11.2010

 

laksa sarawak..popia..amacam ok?? haha... i knoe bukan sye yg masak...=p.. tapi sye pon tolong jugak ok..

thank you for coming,syg...

and thank you for the chocolate..  

mase terlalu envy dgn kite..

insya ALLAH..ade rezeki..kite jumpe lagi..ok?

I will miss u...

dan..

Insya ALLAH..

sye jumpe mak ye....

:)

.....

received call from nor adiba yana..ok..my adik ipar..ouch..haha...ok..memang hot gler telinge ni,weh..halamak..panas..panas...buduh..ok..first word....F***...Heck..semua utk kamu,kawan..kata kau! i will not believe ...for the rest of my life-says maher zain..what the fish,man...i dunt knoe how to express this feeling..it burning me up,man..oh my god-says usher...

sakit??so ape function ur parents kat pahang tuh??

atau

u ade saket kembong perot?? xnak telan ENO?

dan

ape agenda u skg?

dan

sim kad rosak?-ok..boleh terima akal

dan

nape x kol parents?- public phone jauh..

terserlah keBODOHON anda,perempuan..

(ayat yang sgt kasar)

u deaserve it..

lol..

nape anda x balik?- nak wat surprise..

KEPALA HOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

rationale: anda memang x boleh nak gebang ataupun outa kami semue lagi..anda juga x boleh nak bodohkn kami lg,buduh..anda memang..ughhhhhhhhhh.....

like i just say..

i hope i can split at ur face ryte now,lady!

i hope i can slap u..

i hope i can punch u..

mcm i tumbuk papan mase taekwondo dahulu..

memang remuk anda dikerjakan..

flying ke,jumping kick ke

ok gak kott...

anda x kenal lagi kot sape 

aiza azizan..

diam x bermaksud saye ni bodoh la,kawan...

bukan niat nak berprasangka buruk

tapi

kami tak bodoh..

kami tau anda x diarrhea ..

kami tau anda buat2 saket..

kami tau kenapa anda minum coke..

kami tau bukan kawan anda..tapi anda yang wat mcm tue..

kami tau..

kami x bodoh..

da la....

ENOUGH la,perempuan....

anda F*** you mcm lily allen cakap

Far apart

oh.hai...line still under network... erm..cant reach u via text or call..totally im missing u..ok..just now im be informed that we have to transfer to taiping..erm..is that a rumors? i hope so,yes! I hope distance wont being us apart..and i hope that u'll never change..its not being confirmed yet..but 'if'..we just have to be ready for the constituent.. umi da restu..alhamdulillah..=).. and one more thing..i just want u and the whole world to know that appearance its not everything..i just want u and the whole world to know..how grateful i am to have u..how lucky i am,dear.. i miss all ur jokes..lawak! memang bongek..haha..cuz i love the way you are..let people say whatever hell they want..let it be..as long u always be with me... my heart is own by u : ) ...

umi kept asking bout u...haha..ok..saya suka....thums up,dear..

thank you...

let it be secret...

'let it be secret'...

yearp..that is mostly better for me,myself..zip it..or else grounded...watever..things are really really complicated now..everything seems changing..erm..friends..lack of them...balik..masuk bilik..berkurung di dalam bilik..alone jugak...dah x same...if not,mereka huhauha...herm..miss the moment with u all,syg syg ku!!anis dan yana..herm..dan..dan...dan..selagi boleh diam..diam la..boleh?...whatever it is..u always in my heart..x perlu nak berselindung..if people ask..yup..im own...=)..

erm..dan....kenape semakin lame,semakin sangat annoyed?? sungguh...hati ni sangat tertutup when i see ur fish face..whatever u say..like..mcm...nothing happend..instead u always mengadu saket..adakah ia real?? believe it or not? saya memang tak percaya...takkn percaya lagi..diam boleh? sangat terimas untuk itu wahai sahabat..erm..sometimes i really confused with myself..really..at the same time..i feel guilt..erm..haruskah saya buat or lakukan mcm nih..ayat!! haha..betol..serbe salah jadinye..x baik kite bersangka buruk..but yet...i feel something..something unease ..erm....terlalu banyak tipu helah anda selame nih..hipokrit..ughhhh....